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homemusicstuff

bucket list for when i'm old and dumb

this is the oldest code on my website that is still updated. it is my bucket list.

2023 goals

  1. [ ] create and release an EP
  2. [ ] create and release a continuation of STP
  3. [ ] learn to like myself
  4. [ ] make friends
  5. [ ] get cooler goth/scene clothes

general goals

  1. [ ] visit japan
  2. [ ] finish an original video game
  3. [ ] release an album, and make 1 sale
  4. [X] fall in love
  5. [ ] sit around a campfire with friends
  6. [ ] participate in a music collab
  7. [X] get paid to create a piece of art
  8. [X] get hugged REEALLY good
  9. [ ] maybe go to a good school?
  10. [ ] skinny dip
  11. [ ] feel confident with my body for longer than a month at once
  12. [ ] get those quirky kid clothes
  13. [ ] go bowling with friends
  14. [ ] get a custom hoodie or enamel pin
  15. [ ] get a tattoo
  16. [ ] get my ears pierced
  17. [X] be inside a school after closing hours (cause its cool)
  18. [X] ...and walk around a decent portion of said school
  19. [ ] pet a fox
  20. [ ] get cool (change personality, really)
  21. [ ] naked sleepover? something with a sleepover
  22. [X] dye my hair
  23. [ ] be at a pool, at night, with a friend

life goals

  1. [ ] fully transition
  2. [ ] ...and get bottom surgery
  3. [ ] move into an apartment
  4. [ ] ...and have someone sleep over at it
  5. [ ] ...and get glow in the dark stars for the ceiling of my room
  6. [ ] adopt a cat
  7. [ ] learn how to drive a car
  8. [ ] get my first part-time job
  9. [ ] successfully go grocery shopping by myself
  10. [ ] ...and be delightfully irresponsible (buy gummy worms)
  11. [ ] spend over $100 on something personal (at once)
  12. [X] do an on-beat, multi-track cover of a well-known song
  13. [ ] ...and 1-up this cover!
  14. [ ] legally change my name